Be With Me As I Wait

God...

Thank You...for the rich variety of things I was involved with at work. I kinda gritched about it--but I really liked it. Again, more laughter. Thank you for helping me see the absurdities in life and helping me to laugh at them, rather than wig out about them. Thanks for perspective. And most of all, thanks for my friends at AA. What a gift those men are to me!

Help me...find my niche. Help me not always feel like a square peg in a round hole; help me fit somewhere! Help me get out of myself and in to other people's lives in a healthy way. Help me disentangle from the whacked-out thinking I inherited from my family.

Shane, I love you...You're more ok to me than you can imagine. I truly take deep delight in you; I want you to know this more and more.

I'm sorry...for getting riled up at the jackass at work.

Be with me...as you unfold my life-in-you. I usually want to rush things. Be with me as I wait.